"Every time someone asks me that question, Sharon, I say, " I'm fine, thank you," but to be honest I'm not. Do people really want to know how you feel when they ask, "How are you?"? Or are they just trying to be polite?" Holly smiled. Iguessthisbasicallycutoffanyattempt fromanyone elsefromcontinuereadingright
"The next time the woman across the road from my house says to me,"How are you?" I'm going to say to her; well, actually, I'm not very well at all, thank you. I'm feeling a bit depressed and lonely. Pissed off at the world. Envious of you and your perfect little family but not particularly envious of your husband at having to live with you. And then I'll tell her about how I started a new job and met lots of new people and how I'm trying hard to pick myself up but that I'm not at a loss about what else to do." AndtomakeitevenharderIhavedecidedtonotuse
anycommasfullstopsetcNowthat'scalledfun=)
"Then I'll tell her how it pisses me off when everyone says time is a healer when at the same time they also say absence makes the heart grow fonder, which really confuses me, because that means that the longer he's gone the more I want him. I'll tell her that nothing is healing at all and that every morning I wake up in my empty bed it feels like salt is being rubbed into those unhealing wounds." Anywayifyoufindittoohard toreadorjusttoolazytoreadPostanoteIdidsaveamucheasierdraftForyou.
Holly took a deep breath. " And then I'll tell her about how much I miss my husband and about how worthless my life seems without him. How uninterested I am in getting on with things without him and I'll explain how I feel like I'm just waiting for my world to end so that I can join him. She'll probably just say, " Oh that's good," like she always does, kiss her husband goodbye, hop into her car and drop her kids to school, go to work, make the dinner and go to bed with her husband and she'll have done it all while I'm still trying to decide what colour shirt to wear to work. What do you think?"WellHighschoollifehasbeenfunwithsomeone
likeyouYeahYou
-from P.S. I love you-
Theparticularonewhoalwaysburstoutlaughingforalmosteverysingletime
foralmosteverysinglething
I would really like to try that sometime.
Andcomplainthatonehasastomachachelater
ONE LAST THING.Andcontinueslaughinglateron
FOR GOD SAKE. =.=
DON'T ORDER A LARGE COKE. Toseeyoulaughingisindeedawonderfulsight
AND STILL DEMAND A REFILL. Asinmesmerizing
NOT EVEN HALF A REFILL. Orjustcomical.
Just don't do it in public, it scares off people u know.
And quote of the day.
Be Who You Are and Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Don’t Matter and Those Who Matter Don’t Mind.
P.S. Read IN BETWEEN the lines. IN BETWEEN.
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