it's 9 days to SPM, and i am lost.
i do not find the idea of studying during this particular period of time rather intriguing, perhaps mood-less will be a better word.
then there's this particular problem about wondering about the god-damned future, not to mention the god-damned twice computer.
about my future, right.
it's bleak.
i don't know anything about it- not my job, my goal, my life- anything.
so it's worrying about the 2 futures at the same time. the more important future and the nearer future.
great.
i am really lost.

long
11.26pm